Tuesday, January 27, 2009

how is it possible

how is it possible for me to still be breathing when my heart is so broken short panting breaths between each tear and eyelids lower and i see the face i love so very much and a 1000 images flash across my mind the pain in his voice as they tried to put the catheda in the look on his face when he whispered to me I am so scared "C" and the eyes i love looking up at me and he even with an oygen mask on was determine to say I love you to me . I love you my sweetie D with all my heart and i always will

22 comments:

loonyhiker said...

Y'all are in my thoughts and prayers!

Shawn aka. Dixie Mama said...

Wrapping you with loving thoughts, heartfelt prayers, and gentle hugs.

Joan said...

I am so sorry about your loss - a big hug from me. We will talk later. I just can't believe this has happened so quickly. My thoughts are with you.

Erica said...

Oh Carolyn I am so saddened by your loss of Donn, huge hugs and loads of loving thoughts coming your way. Hold strong.

Beachcomber said...

I am so sorry for your loss. Sending you hugs. You and Donn's family are in my thoughts and prayers.

~*Tina*~ said...

I'm so so so sorry Carolyn. I know how much you loved Donn through your posts and especially through your heartfelt scrapbook pages. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Take care, friend. Much love... Tina

LauraZiegler said...

You and you loved ones are in my thoughts and prayers. I am so sorry for your loss.

clikchic said...

Oh Carolyn, I am SO sorry for your loss. My thoughts are with you and your family at this difficult time.

Big huge cyber hugs coming your way. Please let me know if there is anything at all I can do for you.

Leslie said...

I'm so sorry and you are in my thoughts right now.

Toni said...

You are in my thoughts, I am so sorry for your loss.

Muma said...

I am so sorry for your loss Carolyn. Sending you big cyber hugs and lots of prayers your way.

Tora said...

I am so sorry for you loss - even though I do not know you very well. You are in my thoughts and prayers, and I send you a gentle hug.

Nicole Young said...

Caro, I am so sorry for what you are going through. You could see how much you loved Donn from your heartfelt posts and pages. You all will be in my prayers. Much Love, Nicole

Mariafer said...

I am so sorry for your loss. You will definitely be in my prayers today.

Jill said...

Oh Carolyn, sending you huge HUGS and keeping you in my thoughts and prayers!!

Momma Byrd said...

Carolyn -

Know that I'm praying for you. I didn't want to believe the post when I read. I feel like I know Donn from your layouts and blog. Love to you.

sands_healy said...

So so sorry Caro! Wrapping you in red threads and sending huge cyberhugs.

dagwood said...

Caro my heart is breaking for...wish I could hug you in person. Take care girlfriend.

Laura Lou said...

If it is possible to lighten grief by sharing it, there are dozens of dear friends willing to share yours. My soft hugs and prayers are with you.

Liz McCoy said...

HUGS!!!!!! I'm soo sorry to hear of your loss and I am praying for your strength.

Beth said...

I just heard Carolyn. There aren't any words. I'm so sorry for your loss. I wish I had something wiser and kinder to say. You are in my thoughts.

Voniku said...

Carolyn, I'm so sorry. You are in my thoughts and prayers.