Thursday, January 25, 2007

Broken Heart

I feel sick to my stomach and like my heart is breaking in my chest. In just 4 hrs Donn has to take me to the airport so I can fly home and it's like all I want to do is cling to him and never let him go. He is like part of me and not being with him is like I am literally ripping my heart out of my chest and leaving it here in Fort Worth. I am scared to death that we wont get to touch again and that thought has me wanting to vomit.
I just hope he knows how much I love him.


Monica said...

oh Samm :-( the memories come back with a vengeance. It's been 5 years since I had to tear myself away to get on a plane and leave David and I can still remember how painful it was to breathe.

Donn knows how much you love him, and I pray it will be a very short time till you both are together again. I had hoped by now you would be able to
come live in the US
you will soon be flying back to Perth and my heart will be with you and Donn both and praying for your happy ending.


Tink said...

I am sure that he does know just how much you care. All you can do now, is keep in touch.